just thinking back to where i was this time last year and nothing had really happened and i guess im glad that everything happened i just wish more of it had happened and for longer
just thinking back to where i was this time last year and nothing had really happened and i guess im glad that everything happened i just wish more of it had happened and for longer
Daft Punk - Instant Crush
bought this bc someone said it had something to do with bring me the horizon? so disappointed
Oh yeah and I bought the Metal Hammer fan pack for the new HIM album a) bc you should support physical music b) bc you should support physical print but WOW it sucked and I wish I’d just bought the regular copy.
Between it basically having ZERO content (you get a bunch of bad interviews conducted by the band whilst elsewhere the guitarist writes an article on why he likes Iggy Pop), the pieces MH wrote themselves are poorly researched and the CD itself comes in this really cheap packaging barely a step above the cardboard sleeve they dish their monthly free CDs out in. It’s actually annoying me owning it and I wouldn’t want to validate it by putting it next to my other CDs.
So ya really lame and more and more I’m thinking to support bands you should just download illegally or whatever (you’re going to anyway) then if you like it buy the vinyl because a badly packaged CD is no longer worth a thing.
(Source: srd1998)
Fineshrine / Purity Ring
i was on hitman playing terminus trying to get the electrician challenge to pop but it kept glitching on me so i just started dragging all the dead bodies to the homeless guy at the start of the level bc he seemed so lonely
fuck me like an ass kat dennings xx
(Source: parisiangirldreams, via wondersinthedark)
if you dump your emo stories in the darkplace tag im going to read them in garth marenghi’s voice
recent selfie of me for use in missing ads and wanted posters *disappears into html*
(Source: go-get-good, via mellowcarrot)
I just have no drive to do anything when I’m alone. Even when the girl I’m currently occupied with seems fleeting and everything’s telling me it’s not going to last, it’s just this little cushion that surrounds me and makes everything bearable. When I’m alone and when there is no girl and there is no current possibility of spending my time with someone and working on a future with that person, it’s like my entire world just flakes away and cascades around me. Like I was standing in this big open room where anything was possible and in one instant it has closed in around me and I’m suffocating. I need somebody to constantly text, to always think about, to skip idly down the street with their image in my head, to be ever embraced by the concept of love and the arms of acceptance; or I break down, crippled by my insecurities.
And that’s the worst thing I guess, is that it’s so unattractive and maybe I am cute and maybe I am funny and maybe I am a decent guy but the fact that the number 1 female in my life instantly becomes my entire world is arguably the most unattractive aspect you could find in any human. Especially when they need to space to think about things and I’m instantly rejected and start pushing them further away out of badness and.. fuck.
I’m going to the best University in my country, I almost got accepted to one of the best Universities in Europe, I’m a talented person and I think I’m constantly getting better, but because a girl doesn’t want to talk to me I become instantly worthless to myself and that’s so sad.
Like a headache I can’t get rid of. A permanent hangover until I find the next girl to consume me.
