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Daft Punk - Instant Crush

Mon, 13 May 2013 20:40:00 +0100

Daft Punk - Instant Crush

bought this bc someone said it had something to do with bring me...

Sun, 12 May 2013 23:23:24 +0100

bought this bc someone said it had something to do with bring me the horizon? so disappointed

Oh yeah and I bought the Metal Hammer fan pack for the new HIM album a) bc you should support...

Sun, 12 May 2013 23:23:00 +0100

Oh yeah and I bought the Metal Hammer fan pack for the new HIM album a) bc you should support physical music b) bc you should support physical print but WOW it sucked and I wish I’d just bought the regular copy.

Between it basically having ZERO content (you get a bunch of bad interviews conducted by the band whilst elsewhere the guitarist writes an article on why he likes Iggy Pop), the pieces MH wrote themselves are poorly researched and the CD itself comes in this really cheap packaging barely a step above the cardboard sleeve they dish their monthly free CDs out in. It’s actually annoying me owning it and I wouldn’t want to validate it by putting it next to my other CDs.

So ya really lame and more and more I’m thinking to support bands you should just download illegally or whatever (you’re going to anyway) then if you like it buy the vinyl because a badly packaged CD is no longer worth a thing.

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Sun, 12 May 2013 18:31:52 +0100

sphinxed: Fineshrine / Purity Ring

Sun, 12 May 2013 18:27:43 +0100

sphinxed:

Fineshrine / Purity Ring

i was on hitman playing terminus trying to get the electrician...

Sun, 12 May 2013 18:20:27 +0100

i was on hitman playing terminus trying to get the electrician challenge to pop but it kept glitching on me so i just started dragging all the dead bodies to the homeless guy at the start of the level bc he seemed so lonely

fuck me like an ass kat dennings xx

Sun, 12 May 2013 18:20:22 +0100

fuck me like an ass kat dennings xx

if you dump your emo stories in the darkplace tag im going to read them in garth marenghi’s...

Sun, 12 May 2013 18:20:16 +0100

if you dump your emo stories in the darkplace tag im going to read them in garth marenghi’s voice

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Sun, 12 May 2013 18:20:09 +0100

recent selfie of me for use in missing ads and wanted posters...

Sun, 12 May 2013 18:20:00 +0100

recent selfie of me for use in missing ads and wanted posters *disappears into html*

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Sun, 12 May 2013 18:19:51 +0100

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Sun, 12 May 2013 18:19:09 +0100

I just have no drive to do anything when I’m alone. Even when the girl I’m currently...

Mon, 06 May 2013 19:50:14 +0100

I just have no drive to do anything when I’m alone. Even when the girl I’m currently occupied with seems fleeting and everything’s telling me it’s not going to last, it’s just this little cushion that surrounds me and makes everything bearable. When I’m alone and when there is no girl and there is no current possibility of spending my time with someone and working on a future with that person, it’s like my entire world just flakes away and cascades around me. Like I was standing in this big open room where anything was possible and in one instant it has closed in around me and I’m suffocating. I need somebody to constantly text, to always think about, to skip idly down the street with their image in my head, to be ever embraced by the concept of love and the arms of acceptance; or I break down, crippled by my insecurities.

And that’s the worst thing I guess, is that it’s so unattractive and maybe I am cute and maybe I am funny and maybe I am a decent guy but the fact that the number 1 female in my life instantly becomes my entire world is arguably the most unattractive aspect you could find in any human. Especially when they need to space to think about things and I’m instantly rejected and start pushing them further away out of badness and.. fuck.

I’m going to the best University in my country, I almost got accepted to one of the best Universities in Europe, I’m a talented person and I think I’m constantly getting better, but because a girl doesn’t want to talk to me I become instantly worthless to myself and that’s so sad.

Like a headache I can’t get rid of. A permanent hangover until I find the next girl to consume me.

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Sat, 27 Apr 2013 22:15:32 +0100

stateless1972: My love, my life, my destiny

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 17:25:18 +0100

stateless1972:

My love, my life, my destiny

This machine allows anyone to work for minimum wage for as long...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 09:51:39 +0100

This machine allows anyone to work for minimum wage for as long as they like. Turning the crank on the side releases one penny every 4.97 seconds, for a total of $7.25 per hour. This corresponds to minimum wage for a person in New York. This piece is brilliant on multiple levels, particularly as social commentary. Without a doubt, most people who started operating the machine for fun would quickly grow disheartened and stop when realizing just how little they’re earning by turning this mindless crank. A person would then conceivably realize that this is what nearly two million people in the United States do every day…at much harder jobs than turning a crank. This turns the piece into a simple, yet effective argument for raising the minimum wage.

See I’m so desperate for work I’d stand and do this all day with my ipod in or whatever but then I’d be so pissed off I have all these pennies and no one will change them

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Fri, 19 Apr 2013 09:50:55 +0100

So I pretty much have to decide the rest of my life within the next few weeks. I applied for both...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 09:37:39 +0100

So I pretty much have to decide the rest of my life within the next few weeks.

I applied for both English and Psychology at Queen’s; English because I think I’m good at it and I guess my dream job would be a media journalist or script writer for a show I like, and Psychology just in case I changed my mind, which I think I have.

My initial course at Queen’s was English with Creative Writing, but the requirements involved me writing a short story for evaluation, which I was quite pleased with, but they basically said wasn’t good enough. Then I applied for Psychology with English at Trinity (which is the toughest university in this country to get into) and their Psychology department accepted me after a bunch of aptitude tests (apparently I did better than 2/3s of the people who applied) but they called me up last week to apologise for offering me a place when they just realised I hadn’t been accepted for English and it was too late to change course. So basically that’s two universities saying I suck at English, and the best uni in the country saying I’m quite good at Psychology.

But it’s a risk, I’ve never done Psychology. I might not enjoy it. And it certainly won’t lead to journalism or script writing. But then I wonder about my dedication to these things, and when was the last time I wrote anything other than these blogs; where are my music reviews or my game/movie reviews, where are my in depth articulate pieces on current events, where are my bad attempts at haikus? I don’t even really enjoy reading, the last book I read was a biography on Dave Grohl, and the current book I’m reading is a biography on Kurt Cobain. Fiction doesn’t interest me. So I surely can’t do a four year course on English, CAN I? Or am I just being really lazy and this course is exactly what I need to find the motivation to be inspired by writing again?

Plus Naomi applied for Psychology too and she keeps giving me the “I don’t know how I’ll feel about you in a year, I’d rather we didn’t do the same course,” but I’d be just as much of a dick if I made my choice based on her than if I didn’t.

So the deadline’s like May which gives me just over a week to decide how I want to shape the rest of my life, which is funny because my life is in such a mess because this is the exact question I couldn’t answer for myself aged 16, 18 and 21 respectively.

I am pretty good at Psychology, it would probably interest me more than English, I can always read / write in my spare time if I care that much about it, I don’t need a degree to tell you the new Bring Me the Horizon is average, the new HIM sounds exactly the same as every other HIM song (to a sickening degree) and the new Tomb Raider suffers from every flaw Hitman Absolution did and have Square Enix adopted some kind of AAA blueprint that makes everything look great in trailers but awful to play?

Drug addiction looks so great from here.

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Mon, 15 Apr 2013 20:00:12 +0100